| things have sucked l8ly...with my aunt and all i effin hate her so i moved out. i live with linda now and im rele happy. But this whole guy thing sucks like Randy doesnt wanna be nothing but friends. me and marc are basicly history and me and kyle well idk but i want sum1 to call me their baby gurl. my life is missing something and hopefully a bf is wut it is. well idk wut to talk bout ne more but hey hey i wrote!!
Lonely im so lonely
i have nobody to call my own
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| hey hey ppl..wuts up with u?! nm here...bored out of my fuckin mind. Yeah randy broke up with me. We're juss close friends i guess u could say. we still talk and he still calls me baby and everything so things are kind the same except we're labeled "friends" which suks badly!..Any ways Wesley Morwer is soo effin Hawt!! he wants to do me!! haha at lizs pool party lol so im down with that ! lol haah idk yet.. but yeah im bored..and i havent wrote 4 a while but oh well i am now.
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| life goes by quick...so dont waste ur time with a who has no dick!! lol haha idk im retarded i juss made that up...anyways lifes been goin..i guess...im getting my hair permitly straightened and cut and red streaks..so i cant wait prolly next week wen my uncle comes into town 4rm alabama..i cant wait...and hopefully we go to bills today cuz i wanna meet this Cory kid....which Derek was trying to ruin things becuz Cory said i was hot and then Derek said that cory meant 4rm the Neck down so i got mad then i asked cory did he say that and he said no so i callled Derek and asked him y he told me that and he said that cory never said it..that he did..so now me and cory are talking again. Oh yeah on the topic of marc..well i havent talked to him since im moving to alabama and stuff but this weekend im going to Petes house and im gonna beg him to take me to Marcs which is right around the corner. we'll hey i g2g thats all i have to say right about now..so cya l8r
Love to all!
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i sprained my ankle 2 days ago sk8in..so im stuck in the house. i live w/ my aunt n uncle now since my mom died. and their moving to alabama..so yeah thats where im going to obviously. I went to my counsular today didnt see her juss saw the stupid doctor....it was soo funny hes like do u hear voices other ppl dont hear...do u see things other ppl dont see and i was like no..i should have said yeah and u better watch out they'll kill u while you sleeping they told me so. lol that would have been funny. well i dont kno wut to talk about so ill write l8r or tomarrow wut ever i feel like doing..which is nothing right bout now. so yeah
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....i made a site about her...and i thought it would help with closer but i guess not cuz everytime i read wut i wrote i get so depressed and i cry..im not taking it as good as i thought i could. every1 was tellen me to be strong well how am i supposed to do that cuz as soon as they closed that casket apart of me was locked in and died with her. I feel so empty. I mean i remember everything i said to her that night and who would have thought wen i woke up she'd be gone?.... i keep listening to songs that she loved and it just gets to me. Im juss hoping this is a bad dream and ill wake up go in her and room and hug her and everything will be okay. She was everything i juss wish i treated her better becuz she loved me soo much and i didnt kno till she was gone..id give anything to tell her that im sorry and i love her more then my life i live. i miss her so much! i dont want to wake up with out her beside me! i kno shes happy but i miss her so much! i want her here with me to help me with the worlds harsh happenings. ok this is hurting to much ill have to write some other time..  |
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